Where else ? ? ?

Where else can I go now?                      I have no other options. How perilous, I now find, my past life was.  I stood there, at on the edge of this cliff above an immense canyon.             I didn’t know then just how close I was to jumping.      Yes, taking the final leap into the arms of satan, [...]

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The Struggle

Directly in the middle of the word “sin” is a big “I”. I am now facing something very troubling to me in my new life.  I am realizing how, in my past life and also in this new one, that I am practicing a “desensitization” to guilt.  I always have and surely will always struggle [...]

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Without Love

                                           Without love, a person has nothing. What I would like to address in this writing, as I do with myself each day, is the thoughts going on in my head.  In my past life I committed mental adultery through habitually indulging in pornography and lustfully looking at other women other than my darling wife.         There [...]

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Feb. 14th

Love is the fulfilment of all our works. There is the goal; that is why we run: we run toward it, and once we reach it, in it we shall find rest.”  –Augustine of Hippo ………. “If I put my own good name before the other’s highest good, then I know nothing of Calvary love.”  [...]

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Spelt

God hates pride because it seriously seperates us from Him.   I am speaking today of “self-examination”.             It’s about motives.  This is what it is ……..  yes, the two polarities, the two extremes, the two choices: One)  We can accept totally that all of our “accomplishments”, whatever we think they may be, come from God.  [...]

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